Saturday, July 21, 2012

Just kind of a Loser all the way

My words and actions have ruined my whole life.


Kindergarten: I don't remember what I did exactly, but I think I dobbed in this girl and she told the whole grade to hate me, and they dis. Effing douchebags. The teachers loved me though.

Years 1-2: In China still. Good grades and got da boyz (so humble) but this chick 'stole' my best friend away from me and so I ended up hanging with the guys. Got elected class president but once the teacher left the room and told us not to take everyone started talking, I told them to shut up and when the teacher asked who talked the whole class said I did and the teacher instantly gave my position to this other girl. Effing douchebags. Parents remarried other people and turns out my dad's side didnt want me because I'm a girl. They threw me out like trash and mum took me to Aus.

Year 3, Penshurst- I was the new fob kid in school and I didnt speak English. Made friends with Ciccy and Helen and Joanna and Denise. It was the best term ever. Sadly I had to move schools and they don't even remember me :(

Year 3-6, Mortdale- Yeah, no offense but, the whole grade sucks shit. I didn't feel welcomed at all and because I decided to befriend this girl I ended up a loner till end of year 6. I was severely bullied and the guy I liked called me a crappy piece of crap and asked to 'be friends'. Friendzoned! I'm not gonna lie it was hell. Some people were really awesome though. Effing Douchebags. Luckily I had friends at tutoring and my fake cousin and Sah was always there for me.

Years 7-8, this is my own fault. I was kind of a retard. I met lots of AWESOME people from church. My fake cousin's mum and my mum got into a fight and he had to move away. Still kind of a loner at school but as I said it was my fault. I wrote fanfiction, liked Naruto and Fahrenheit. And then I met Oppa :)

Year 9, best year ever. I had a group, I got really close with two people. I started hanging at lowers and I got in Senior Vocal and went biig on OZ, unfortunately my grades started to drop and got a crazy admirer. Got into multimedia and K-Pop.


Year 10, fell out with OZ crowd. The two girls from last year drifted by the end. Had a misunderstanding with one of my close friends and it ruined my everything. I started getting unwanted attention from people in the grade and it gave me minor paranoia because I think everyone talks about me behind my back. Met an amazing guy. I don't like him in that way(despite what everyone else says) Got to go China with Lily! Got acne dammit.


Year 11-Present, what can I say? Firstly I turned into a hardcore gamer. It started off great when I befriended some transfers and had alot of fun at lunchtimes and after school trains. When I moved houses I started being late like everyday and I drifted from old friends. Then... That happened and things were never quite the same again. Luckily people were there for me and I'm loving these people, idk if they love me (probably annoyed at me, paranoia strikes). I met LARINA and that was when I realised I found my soulmate(friendship). Then only recently I started talking with Rish and he is coolbeans. Gotten fat and eyesight worsened. In conclusion, things have been rough and I hope they turn for better. Now time for some DD. I have another 72 character now lol. 5 altogether.
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