Thursday, September 22, 2011

Somehow, I'm Nervous

  Last blog post before heading for CHINAA <3 I will definitely keep you guys updated with my journey! Thanks for all the plane letters! I reached my goal of 10 :D

  Apparently we're flying with China Southern Airlines. They're known for delays and crappy flight attendants and crappy shtuffz in general. We could have flown with some better company like Cathay I guess, but you know, my parents are Asian, they rather save the money. I will like... pray that my flight goes smoothly? Defs will. I'm always super nervous before boarding planes ahahaha, but once I finish my first flight I quickly get used to everything.

  In the past I have flown with 2 of the best air companies ever. Japan airlines and Korea airlines. Both had exceptional service (funny how I got addicted to Anime after flying with Japan and Kpop after flying with Korea) and food (omg we got this Korean green tea porridge thing and I can still remember how delicious it was... mmmm). But on JA I was airsick and there was no TV on Korean airlines. But the crew was definitely friendly. Before my review of airlines go on, I shall shut up, ahaha.

  Gonna miss you all so much! I'll take so many photos and I can't wait to meet Lily in Chengdu! Talk about coincidences!

  Peace Out.

Wednesday, September 14, 2011

Herro, is Cryshtal Der?

  That was the last Jap test of my life, unfortunately, I didn't manage to finish the writing section. Dammit, I've actually never 'not' finished a Jap test, that was how easy most of them are. I feel dumb.

  Old people, love them or hate them, they're still old. Today I made a wrong life decision, instead of walking behind dad I walked behind an old lady on the stairs. She walked so slowly, like a disabled snail, I literally stood there behind her waiting for her. I don't want to be reported for assault if I go ahead and give her a hand. I wouldn't blame her, obviously, poor old people :(

  I'm stressed for flute exam. I had no practice at all and I'm SOOOOOO not ready. I can't even cancel now! FML!

DAMN YOU NEOPETS

  WHY OH WHY did I start a new account? Tomorrow's my Jap yearly and nope I haven't studied yet. What's the time now? 11:16 goshdayumit. I'm already screwed for drama because I forgot to hand in this important evaluation so I got 0 (along with the rest of the class). Then I screwed the writing component because I had this huge mindblank and didn't know what to write, at all!

  Stupid procrastination, I am procrastinating now as we speak (you read, anyhow). You know one thing I dislike? Those immature people whom just don't seem to get the fact that a male and a female can be good friends with no extra suspicious relations. Like today I gave a male friend a hug (like how I give every single friend of mine a hug) and this guy's like, "Oheheho are you guys going out?". WTF! What's wrong with a hug? Are you going out with your mum if you give her a hug? Seriously!

  I decided to cut down on my usual aggravation, it brings other idiots' judging and I don't like it. But I can't exactly be like Lily and be nice 24/7. That's just so out of character.

  I am such a hypocrite, asking around for plane letters. But hey I'll be on the plane alone and although I haven't thought about it before I need something to do, badly. Write me one :)?

Wednesday, September 7, 2011

Lowers One Year Anniversary

  Looks like avoiding my friends will be harder than I thought :/ I guess I'll just have to get used to it. I mean, what is the point? No-one there talks to me anymore. I look like a person desperate for friends amongst couples and Year 9s. Sorry man, unless you clean up those fangirls and tryhards and care about me for once there is no way I'm going back. Unless Herpe does, I guess I may make an exception on mornings (I know, it's when Yr 9s are most active) but I have to do it for Oppa.

  This isn't anyone in particular's fault BTW! As much as it sounds like it it's cruel of me to ask couples to separate and tell off people who want to fit in. But I've realised ages ago when Fishy was complaining about it (I told him to stop being mean). I'm such a horrible, selfish person. Damn flu and PMS.

  Speaking of sickness damn I've been coughing so much my throat is dried up and hurting. My nose hurts from constantly being too runny and I also have cramps because of period. But guess what dear mum still didn't give me a lift home and I had to endure the cold chilly evening winds because the bitchy busdriver drove off without me.

  Speaking of bitchy, I saw SlutBitch a few times today. Wanted to trip her over or something each time. I'm really sounding more and more horrible with every passing day. But she really did it this time. Urgh. What's wrong with me. Rageblogging is bad.

  So err, that's about it? My goal is to give oppa a hug by the end of the year, maybe I'll ask for one for my birthday and get him to give it to me 3 months early. That would be so awesome. Daydream on Selena... keep on dreaming...

Tuesday, September 6, 2011

My Gosh

  I've been such an idiot today.

  So turns out the thing with oppa was yet again another misunderstanding since I'm so freaking paranoid. And now I'm just thinking about how I was feeling when I was writing my previous blog. Crying over a freaking attention whore? Can you stoop any lower Selena? I probably will regret calling her mean things later on.

Damn PMS

   WTH, I don't even have my period.

  Instead of going binball I had a cosy study session with Nifky. I really want to go binball because I'd hope that a certain someone would be there but unfortunately maths test I haven't studied for the previous night is more important. At least I think I did alright with the test. Thanks biffle.

  After school I saw oppa but he ignored me so I'm like :( So I was like alright then why don't I just chill like a coolkid. But something inside me went extremely cranky for some reason. Attention whore much? So I was looking forward to get on the train with my friend and complain about my day to him, then some random chick stole his bag so he had to get off at Penshurst and leave me alone. I acted chill and basically just stood there speechless; but in reality I'm pretty cut and wanted to rip their faces off. I hate it when someone steals a friend, I repeat, die bitch. Luckily Steph was on the bus and I talked to her about everything, she listened with that cheerful lovable personality of hers and said alot of reassuring things, pity the bus ride is always so short.

  When I got home mum opened the door for me and smiled and I instantly cracked and burst out crying in her arms. She laughed at the stupid reason that I'm crying about as I told her the same things I told Steph. Then I went on a rampage and smashed everything I could get my hands on for some reason. Then Lily called me and I felt much, much better after telling her the same thing. I guess the trick is to tell things three times and bitch all you want about whoever you're hating on. The song that would suit the current situation is "Fuck You" by Cee-Lo Green. And K-Pop wise it would "Hate You" or "Ugly" by 2NE1.

  And now I'm just hoping that I'd get another epiphany out of this and make Herpe proud. I've learnt that I'm too tolerant with things sometimes and when I'm pissed although it's damn obvious I don't tell others what's wrong. Especially when it's someone I'm nice to, they deserve just as much ragefest if they angered me. And if you're a yr 9 and you're not Mish or Joanne or JiYoon or even Grant...

  ...Fuck off.

Monday, September 5, 2011

The Game Legacy

  LOL, not dedicated to anyone in particular. Just one of 'em venting rants about alot of people in this world in general.

  I believe in human equality, no-one should be any better than anyone else. Therefore people who act like the world revolves around them and everyone has to listen to what they say are bad :( Just shut up and get over yourselves!

  You just lost the game.

  And then what? Oh yeah I got my tickets to K-Fest! So happeh! I can't wait for Cheondung to sweep me off my feet! Horrah! And Legacy day was stoopid. It accommodated us better compared to Daffodil Day, but the stoopid thing is that noone wants to buy Legacy Day stuff and I forgot how annoying getting rejected is. Or maybe Martin place just has richer, nicer people.

  Tests are too frequent! I should totally screw all of them but I need to get in Columbia University! Can't possibly afford to screw up any more reports because of Otakuzone lmao.

  Here are the shiz I'm selling. Peace.

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