Firstly, HSC timetables are out and mine are PACKED TO THE BRIM with ECO AND HISTORY EXTENSION ON THE SAME DAY. This is such a reality check for me now that I have to work super hard!
Secondly, DmC and the new Dante has destroyed me, in a good way *fangirl fangirl*. His personality is just so perfect (in a badass and imperfect way) and the intro that was just whoa. Vergil too I like his suave-ness as well. I thought about actually buying the game because the Hack n Slash genre is so stress relieving but I can't because 1) PS3 has been unplugged and 2) No more games after the holidays.
Additionally, I am becoming lesser and lesser tolerant to trashing and more agitated myself. It isn't a good sign but hey, sometimes you gotta revert back to the old bitch to get the message across. Regarding to whether after all this begging if I forgive them or not well... I highly doubt it. Duck is acting suspicious about it as well being all encouraging all of a sudden.
Finally, went karaoke yesterday and witnessed good singing. No joke all the high notes were hit and they sound so legit and good! Also the fact that I couldn't Instagram my beautiful food made me die a little bit on the inside #mapoti.
Monday, April 29, 2013
Friday, April 26, 2013
[Anti-Bitch] #1
Hallo and welcome to Anti-Bitch, where I fangirl about people (guess who?) behind their backs. Come back for more and see if you ever get anti-bitched about!
So today I'd like to talk about a girl in my grade. I think she's the prettiest girl in the grade and I'd look like a total lesbian just staring at her and thinking DAYUM how does one NOT want to tap that?
I remember the first class we had together, I was too wussy to go up to them and say hi so I just kind of admired them in a distance. Then I found out that we have mutual friends so I'd go hang around her and try to talk to her. I did NOT regret being a creep because we quickly became friends and she's as nice in person than I imagined. I remember I'd tell some friends "OMG SHE'S SO PRETTY GAAAAH NO HOMO BUT WOWOWOWOW".
This chick will never know how pretty and nice and awesome I think she is. Hence, to her shall I dedicate the first Anti-Bitch entry~
So today I'd like to talk about a girl in my grade. I think she's the prettiest girl in the grade and I'd look like a total lesbian just staring at her and thinking DAYUM how does one NOT want to tap that?
I remember the first class we had together, I was too wussy to go up to them and say hi so I just kind of admired them in a distance. Then I found out that we have mutual friends so I'd go hang around her and try to talk to her. I did NOT regret being a creep because we quickly became friends and she's as nice in person than I imagined. I remember I'd tell some friends "OMG SHE'S SO PRETTY GAAAAH NO HOMO BUT WOWOWOWOW".
This chick will never know how pretty and nice and awesome I think she is. Hence, to her shall I dedicate the first Anti-Bitch entry~
I'm not a good friend?
Yesterday someone just lost it again (they're confirmed to be unstable, but all these temper outbreaks are getting repetitive and annoying). So apparently the reason is the fact that I'm not a good friend who don't care enough and I use friends as a method of ranting out my feelings and my problems and never take their problems/listen/get to know them more.
THAT, IS ENTIRELY AND UTTERLY BULLSHIT.
How can you expect ME to listen to YOUR problems if you don't HAVE any problems? Do you expect me to go "Ohey now tell me everything about yourself"? NO! I'm just the type of person that shows how much I value someone as a friend by opening up to them and seeking their advice. I'm more than happy to hear about what they have to say IF they would kindly do the same. Sorry for being a passive person jeez! You're obviously NOT a friend if you don't think that! I don't know you enough to listen to your problems?! WHOSE FAULT IS IT YOU JACKASS. I can tell a complete stranger on Omegle about MY problems.
Also I know I talked about this before but everybody needs to chill the fuck out, stop raging at me for stuff I didn't do. Stop screaming "I'VE HAD ENOUGH *leaves/slams door thinking they're so cool*" when I have no idea what the shit you're going on about. Life isn't a Korean Drama you bitch, you just look like an idiot trying to reenact some dramatic scene, want some rain with that huh? If you have problems with someone, speak with them calmly! Don't speak in an accusing tone (YEAR 7 PDHPE GUYS) saying oh "YOU've done this" and "YOU've done that". Use "I DON'T LIKE this" or "I DON'T LIKE that."
So I told them, although I promised myself mentally that is the final time you rage at me with no valid reason except for the fact that FACE IT YOU'RE INSECURE AND WHINEY AND SELFISH I'm not gonna talk to you ever again. This time I'm telling you to your ugly mug, piss me off again and I'll make you regret it. Even though I know deep down inside I'm already through with them, and that this camel's back is already broken.
Yeah guys, sorry about that. [Anti-Bitch] will be up soon.
THAT, IS ENTIRELY AND UTTERLY BULLSHIT.
How can you expect ME to listen to YOUR problems if you don't HAVE any problems? Do you expect me to go "Ohey now tell me everything about yourself"? NO! I'm just the type of person that shows how much I value someone as a friend by opening up to them and seeking their advice. I'm more than happy to hear about what they have to say IF they would kindly do the same. Sorry for being a passive person jeez! You're obviously NOT a friend if you don't think that! I don't know you enough to listen to your problems?! WHOSE FAULT IS IT YOU JACKASS. I can tell a complete stranger on Omegle about MY problems.
Also I know I talked about this before but everybody needs to chill the fuck out, stop raging at me for stuff I didn't do. Stop screaming "I'VE HAD ENOUGH *leaves/slams door thinking they're so cool*" when I have no idea what the shit you're going on about. Life isn't a Korean Drama you bitch, you just look like an idiot trying to reenact some dramatic scene, want some rain with that huh? If you have problems with someone, speak with them calmly! Don't speak in an accusing tone (YEAR 7 PDHPE GUYS) saying oh "YOU've done this" and "YOU've done that". Use "I DON'T LIKE this" or "I DON'T LIKE that."
So I told them, although I promised myself mentally that is the final time you rage at me with no valid reason except for the fact that FACE IT YOU'RE INSECURE AND WHINEY AND SELFISH I'm not gonna talk to you ever again. This time I'm telling you to your ugly mug, piss me off again and I'll make you regret it. Even though I know deep down inside I'm already through with them, and that this camel's back is already broken.
Yeah guys, sorry about that. [Anti-Bitch] will be up soon.
Thursday, April 25, 2013
Chingu (Final)
"You worry too much about what others think of you, be happy Selena." -D
I know, and I'm sorry for thinking that you're pissed at me because I somehow did something to piss you off. You're right, I'm very self-conscious about other people's opinion of me, and I should just cheer up in general. I should also understand your positive intention blah blah of making me stay away from games blah blah so I can play as much as I want blah blah after HSC. But the moment you asked if I should give up Steam I realised that it's also your way of getting rid of me, no Steam = No contact with you (we all know Whatsapp/iMessage are tools for you to be a wall). After HSC? Would we honestly still stay as friends after HSC? No, we would move on and finally come to accept that there's 0 attachment because we like nothing in common (the only thing I soon will abandon for the greater good). So I said no, I will keep Steam and you reluctantly agreed.
You have pretty much avoided all contact with me and I have made the resolution to no longer speak with you like the desperate person I am. I want to thank you for being a (not so) great friend for the past few months. We had our ups and downs and looking at me now it's hard to believe we used to be so damn close. Now when C.O talks about you I would be surprised because we barely associate with eachother anymore. Despite you still being a goddamn mystery (you're a loser, face it), you sat through all dat drama packaged along with me and became my official rant-trash bin. So now is also a good time to clarify with the audience of this blog that yes I view you as a friend only and this is not me being all love-struck and whatnot.
In other news, you know who I really, really miss? Larina. What happened to you? Oh right I blame Dota OTL. I also have this great idea of starting an anti-bitching series in this blog. So I talk GOOD about people behind their backs and they break their necks trying to figure out who I'm talking about.
I know, and I'm sorry for thinking that you're pissed at me because I somehow did something to piss you off. You're right, I'm very self-conscious about other people's opinion of me, and I should just cheer up in general. I should also understand your positive intention blah blah of making me stay away from games blah blah so I can play as much as I want blah blah after HSC. But the moment you asked if I should give up Steam I realised that it's also your way of getting rid of me, no Steam = No contact with you (we all know Whatsapp/iMessage are tools for you to be a wall). After HSC? Would we honestly still stay as friends after HSC? No, we would move on and finally come to accept that there's 0 attachment because we like nothing in common (the only thing I soon will abandon for the greater good). So I said no, I will keep Steam and you reluctantly agreed.
You have pretty much avoided all contact with me and I have made the resolution to no longer speak with you like the desperate person I am. I want to thank you for being a (not so) great friend for the past few months. We had our ups and downs and looking at me now it's hard to believe we used to be so damn close. Now when C.O talks about you I would be surprised because we barely associate with eachother anymore. Despite you still being a goddamn mystery (you're a loser, face it), you sat through all dat drama packaged along with me and became my official rant-trash bin. So now is also a good time to clarify with the audience of this blog that yes I view you as a friend only and this is not me being all love-struck and whatnot.
In other news, you know who I really, really miss? Larina. What happened to you? Oh right I blame Dota OTL. I also have this great idea of starting an anti-bitching series in this blog. So I talk GOOD about people behind their backs and they break their necks trying to figure out who I'm talking about.
Sunday, April 21, 2013
To All Keyboard Warriors
In my interpretation they are someone who's a 'warrior' behind the keyboard but are not malicious in person.
You should accept your true personality and stop putting on false facades on the internet. Because ultimately it's real life that matters and if you ain't shit IRL I suggest you start self-improvement lessons.
TMR (hopefully) I will 1v1 Joon, who will win?
You should accept your true personality and stop putting on false facades on the internet. Because ultimately it's real life that matters and if you ain't shit IRL I suggest you start self-improvement lessons.
TMR (hopefully) I will 1v1 Joon, who will win?
Wednesday, April 17, 2013
Alot of crap had happened
Here I am being all angsty over lack of internet speed to play games on, upon realising the fact that I haven't blogged in a while I figured hey why not actually write about the situation.
Because it's a long and tedious story, I have shortened it into 8 points in chronological order:
1. Dad threatened to smash computer
2. Bought time for computer
3. Gave computer to Jimface, crashed his house
4. Cried heckloads, mum's didn't make situation better and whole house in shambles (not even exaggerating except for my asshole homestay maybe enjoying the show of everyone going ballistic)
5. Somehow things worked out, decided to uninstall games after holidays
6. Jimface crashed my house to return computer, got fat on buns, smoothies and icecream together. Dad was not amused.
7. Discussed with Duck over how we're drifting apart, received long-awaited answers.
8. WENT TO DPZ'S PURDY HOUSE TO MAKE YEARBOOK, WAS AN IDIOT AND DIDN'T ACTUALLY BRING THE PAPER SO ENDED UP HELPING LARRY DO HERS. Luckily finished the background at home and procrastinating over doing the message and printing photos.
#unecessarilydramaticlyf
Because it's a long and tedious story, I have shortened it into 8 points in chronological order:
1. Dad threatened to smash computer
2. Bought time for computer
3. Gave computer to Jimface, crashed his house
4. Cried heckloads, mum's didn't make situation better and whole house in shambles (not even exaggerating except for my asshole homestay maybe enjoying the show of everyone going ballistic)
5. Somehow things worked out, decided to uninstall games after holidays
6. Jimface crashed my house to return computer, got fat on buns, smoothies and icecream together. Dad was not amused.
7. Discussed with Duck over how we're drifting apart, received long-awaited answers.
8. WENT TO DPZ'S PURDY HOUSE TO MAKE YEARBOOK, WAS AN IDIOT AND DIDN'T ACTUALLY BRING THE PAPER SO ENDED UP HELPING LARRY DO HERS. Luckily finished the background at home and procrastinating over doing the message and printing photos.
#unecessarilydramaticlyf
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