As Soon As Possible

  I need to get out of here, fast. What makes a home? This certainly doesn't meet the criteria.

Haters gonna hate

  So... some crap went down today D: I don't wanna walk away gameless and compless :( I'm glad Duckie sat through the entire phase with me, much appreciated bro.

  I have mixed thoughts about these teenage suicides, they feel so... incorrect. I dislike myself for having thoughts like this but... all of these deaths could have been prevented! The fault isn't in the bullies, but how the victims handled the situations. Permanent solutions to a temporary problem. So, Amanda Todd? Felicia Garcia? People, let them actually rest in peace for goodness' sake. These people are getting so much unwanted attention from strangers because lifeless randoms seem to actually 'care' about them, after they died. Sigh. Is this the new Kony2012?

  And some guy on Facebook, Tristan Barker. Me severely no gusta. Why do people like these who uses their supposedly perfect grammar in their advantage to harass randoms online? He posts screenshots of him winning arguments against dumb kids. Leave the dumb kids alone lol. What I dislike the most is that he sees himself as some Messiah. I bet he can't win a legit argument with an educated individual in real life, if he actually has a life, that is.

Dramatic Reading

Oh, did I mention Jimface and I are doing dramatic readings of bad mangas?

We finished 2 chaps My Boyfriend is a Vampire.

We're doing Renai Shinjuu, but stopped half way because it's so friggin bad.

Twilight/High School Musical next?

LMFAO.

I need to study ._.

Work

  Ok, I've pretty much spend all these weeks bludging, I need to start studying.

  Started to play LoL~ It's so different and transferring back and forth between the two can be so difficult! The things I do for Mao D:

  Ok, so revise English, Modern, Eco, start extension- looking into topics and stuff. This weekend... I can handle that... I think...

First Week Back

  I've been getting little sleep and being late 4 days in a row, sigh. I'm glad Monday starts with a double free though. I love Mondays. I ordered some pens online and actually filed my stuff and colour-coded them. Stationery shopping really gets one pumped up for studying!

  First week had been pretty chill compared to what will be coming. I got some quality Dota time. Something about this unnerves me though, for example, sleeping at 3am and waking up at 2pm isn't the ideal sleeping pattern I should be having. Today, I got up at 4:45pm and I just wondered to myself HOW THE HECK did I sleep for this long? Where did my Saturday go off to?! Time for weekend alarms to come back D:

  Another thing that unnerves me is that I've been REALLY involving myself into these people on the interwebz (technically they count as mutual friends hence nothing dodgy but still, I haven't actually met them) Half-age plus 7 right? Yeah, no, stahp it guise before I get confused ._. I'm apparently 0.7 years behind.

Holiday Reflection

  EBExpo is so... average, to say the least. Poor Herby and I (who had 3 hours of sleep the night before and has sore eyes from contacts) had to endure long lines and the most horrible disgusting lunch ever. Don't eat at Red Ass next time kids!

  So, my holidays can be concluded as... unproductive but uber fun. Lots of Dota 2, I wonder how I'd be doing without it when school starts tomorrow.

  I met some cool people this holidays. My friend's friend's friends to be specific. Weird huh? I feel like I somehow replaced my friend's friend when it comes to their Dota. And honestly, just HOW THE HELL did I get myself involved with ex-Ruse uni students anyway?!

  A shame i will hardly have any time for games in year 12, sigh, I feel so old. I hope HSC goes well for me.

Sleepover!

  I've calmed down abit now since mum just agreed to pay for my EB Expo ticket. (I'm going with Herby how weird is that?! But he's gay so lol) But I am still extremely concerned about mum's behavior when my awesome friends were over.

  I don't know what's wrong with her but, she seemed to be having some sort of moodswing. Acting all cold and distant (which is rare because shes so OTT-ly nice when I have friends over and I'd always be like 'Y U SO NICE 2 MAH FWENDS N NOT MEH?!') I think she's really feeling dat loneliness after dad went China lol, her mood completely lifts when he Skypes her. Still, she literally passed her Carpet-loving OCD to me and I'm so embarrassed lol.

  I'm also really sad because LarryAmySaraMaoLinJo couldn't make it/wasn't allowed. We ended up Tinychatting them and we went insane doing so dancing around (Christine obsessed with my exercise ball and carpet). Then came pizza-ordering coupon-savaging frenzy, inevitable D&M by the candlelight with hot chocolate and an attempted marathon of Game of the Thrones (weird but cool show). Meow invited me to dota at like 2am and because I give in to peer pressure I did and did until 4. FUUU. At least we owned lol.

  I hope mum cheers up after city tmr, Herby just told me EB tickets are sold out wtf. I need to sort that out.