Why is time so packed? Today felt so unproductive but then again how did I occupy myself for eight whole hours?
Not only did I not study for AncientModern I didn't even play any TF2 or write any fanfics or anything. My new schedule sure is hectic, 6:55am in the morning just ain't the right time for me.
So you know what that means? Bedtime, Selena, get off 9gag.
Monday, April 30, 2012
Friday, April 27, 2012
I missed you
I certainly do NOT like the new blogger layout though. Anyways guise INTERNET IS FINALLY BACK BOOYAH! So obviously I didn't get off the computer since I got home from school. But guess what? I've been SO PRODUCTIVE without the internet I've so far done all my homework, summarise my studying, read 15 books (and bought three, books are so damn expensive!) and watched stuff on my harddrive. I never knew how much I can cope without internet.
Moving's been alright. Really annoying the first few days when things aren't settled, well, they still ain't. We have no couch and dining table and wont be having either until June. Somehow sitting on the floor/old chairs for everything ain't exactly appealing.
I left Blogger till last in my To-Do's when internet comes back. Thing is I have to position my laptop right next to the door in order to get (2 measly bars) of signal out of Six. If I leave my comp on my designated comp table I don't get any signal because mum has kindly moved the modem to her study downstairs separated by 2 rooms. Sorry if I'm being boring, there are so many things to say and so little bother-ness.
I thought I liked my Modernist Story, but apparently according to everyone else it sucks, naw. I have to get up half an hour early and take a 1hr bus to Wynyard (it takes too long to central), take a train from there so I'm close to the school stops. On the way back I walk to the other side of the station and catch a bus from there. I've been having pass issues because the stoopeed office lady told me to apply for a government one and it ended up NOT WORKING and I was charged DW though I reported ON THE SPOT to their damned company for an explanation on why the hell he charged me when I'm a student new to the damned hole of an aera. No streetlamps at night and comparatively a long walk to the bus stop. Plus standing up the whole way on the bus back, at least transport's pretty frequent and Castle Towers is pretty chill.
Anyway, are you still reading? Please don't, I'm being boring and life-recounting right now. How good is Fault in our Stars by John Green? Couldn't forget about Augustus. Poor guy, I hate it when the hot male protagonist (SPOILER ALERT) dies off (END SPOILER ALERT)
Moving's been alright. Really annoying the first few days when things aren't settled, well, they still ain't. We have no couch and dining table and wont be having either until June. Somehow sitting on the floor/old chairs for everything ain't exactly appealing.
I left Blogger till last in my To-Do's when internet comes back. Thing is I have to position my laptop right next to the door in order to get (2 measly bars) of signal out of Six. If I leave my comp on my designated comp table I don't get any signal because mum has kindly moved the modem to her study downstairs separated by 2 rooms. Sorry if I'm being boring, there are so many things to say and so little bother-ness.
I thought I liked my Modernist Story, but apparently according to everyone else it sucks, naw. I have to get up half an hour early and take a 1hr bus to Wynyard (it takes too long to central), take a train from there so I'm close to the school stops. On the way back I walk to the other side of the station and catch a bus from there. I've been having pass issues because the stoopeed office lady told me to apply for a government one and it ended up NOT WORKING and I was charged DW though I reported ON THE SPOT to their damned company for an explanation on why the hell he charged me when I'm a student new to the damned hole of an aera. No streetlamps at night and comparatively a long walk to the bus stop. Plus standing up the whole way on the bus back, at least transport's pretty frequent and Castle Towers is pretty chill.
Anyway, are you still reading? Please don't, I'm being boring and life-recounting right now. How good is Fault in our Stars by John Green? Couldn't forget about Augustus. Poor guy, I hate it when the hot male protagonist (SPOILER ALERT) dies off (END SPOILER ALERT)
Sunday, April 8, 2012
Stuck
I was supposed to hand in my Modernist Essay by this weekend, but sadly I have a feeling I'll never end up doing it.
Oh yeah, I'm completely and utterly stuck and frustrated and bored out of my mind. The house is a mess from all that packing up and I'm realising that I've lost heaps of shiz in the process.
Halp.
Oh yeah, I'm completely and utterly stuck and frustrated and bored out of my mind. The house is a mess from all that packing up and I'm realising that I've lost heaps of shiz in the process.
Halp.
Thursday, April 5, 2012
Male Population Overview
I will miss him, even his group of funny/retarded friends on the train. As much as my friends complain and nag about it I won't deny it. Yeah he's pretty good to me since our fight, but it felt too unreal to be true and instead of thinking about butterflies I think of a cockroach. QQ always complains about how I'm such a bitch to him, it was payback for a year ago when things were the other way around. When time takes its toil it'll all be back to normal. At least I have fun around him despite the pressure right? I saw him this morning and it was awks so I guess someone misses out on their goodbye hug. And if QQ is reading this, GO AWAY IT WILL NEVER WORK OUT OKAY STOP HOPING.
Chocolate biscuit and even Oppa can go eat shit. Oh yeah, I said it. Just sit there and ignore me, superficial bastards. I bet you're wondering OMG this chick had idolized this guy for years now she's telling him to eat shit the world's gonna end but well, I am never ever gonna see him again and I have nothing to lose. Some day I hope he'll eventually find out the stuff I've done for him and maybe he'll feel bad about it later... later...
What about C.B. then? Besides pushing me away and acting annoyed with me there's nothing I wanna add about him. He hasn't changed, I just have a different perspective on his arrogance and constant attempts to pick up more girls. If he doesn't give a flying crap about me then neither will I. We can have mutual antipathy (suck on that English).
Funny how all three of these peepz I've liked at some point in my life, and funny how they all turn out to be the same. Liking someone sounds... slightly unrealistic now. And if you mention asparagus come on now it's purely for the looks that QQ denied. Maybe I can hook up with someone in uni when everything starts anew, and that can wait. I used to dream about getting a boyfriend or something in high school and at the end of every year I hope/am sure of the fact that I can find one the next year. I guess that never worked out huh?
I've been growing increasingly self-conscious as of late. Increase of pimples/fat on face, chin, neck, chest and belly equals to total depression. I'm sick of those 'SHES GOT GOOD FIGURE' remarks when I'm kind of fat all over, even mum calls me ugly everyday. Luckily I maintained skinny arms and baggy dressing style to hide this monstrosity. I don't want to end up with some eating disorder (ha, asif I love my food) or skin disease (ewww).
Here's some D&M/PMS for ya kiddos.
Chocolate biscuit and even Oppa can go eat shit. Oh yeah, I said it. Just sit there and ignore me, superficial bastards. I bet you're wondering OMG this chick had idolized this guy for years now she's telling him to eat shit the world's gonna end but well, I am never ever gonna see him again and I have nothing to lose. Some day I hope he'll eventually find out the stuff I've done for him and maybe he'll feel bad about it later... later...
What about C.B. then? Besides pushing me away and acting annoyed with me there's nothing I wanna add about him. He hasn't changed, I just have a different perspective on his arrogance and constant attempts to pick up more girls. If he doesn't give a flying crap about me then neither will I. We can have mutual antipathy (suck on that English).
Funny how all three of these peepz I've liked at some point in my life, and funny how they all turn out to be the same. Liking someone sounds... slightly unrealistic now. And if you mention asparagus come on now it's purely for the looks that QQ denied. Maybe I can hook up with someone in uni when everything starts anew, and that can wait. I used to dream about getting a boyfriend or something in high school and at the end of every year I hope/am sure of the fact that I can find one the next year. I guess that never worked out huh?
I've been growing increasingly self-conscious as of late. Increase of pimples/fat on face, chin, neck, chest and belly equals to total depression. I'm sick of those 'SHES GOT GOOD FIGURE' remarks when I'm kind of fat all over, even mum calls me ugly everyday. Luckily I maintained skinny arms and baggy dressing style to hide this monstrosity. I don't want to end up with some eating disorder (ha, asif I love my food) or skin disease (ewww).
Here's some D&M/PMS for ya kiddos.
Such hard work
Moving, that is. And new layout BTW even more elegant now.
Firstly I did end up succumbing to the temptations of TF2 and not do my Modernist thing, guess I couldn't get away with it since my teacher scolded us for not living up to the 'senior standard' I told her I can't give it to her asap because I kind of have work till 12 (someone has to feed the family and the impossible mortgage costs ya' know) and she gave me an extra day. Plus my 'holidays' are loaded with homework and studying.
Secondly WHY THE HELL DO I HAVE SHIFTS AFTER THE TENTH?! Do they expect me to go work after an hour's drive and waste all that hard-earned money on petrol?! HELLO?! I RESIGNED!
Thirdly, change of address, for, like, everything. I thought once I do school forms then it's over but noooo got a billion membership cards to fill out x.x
Fourthly, we are gonna install new floorboards/do new paintjobs to the house. So I'll have to make do on a freaking mattress, lack of internet and a suitcase full of everyday essentials for a freaking week. Until the 17th at the best. 5 days before school starts. I blame it on the lawyer in charge and I hope he steps on a thumbtack next time he goes out.I think Lord wants me to use this time to study my brains out.
Additionally, of course there's transport issues. Waking up and getting out of the house 20 minutes earlier ain't too attractive of a deal, nor is the half an hour late getting home thing.
Finally, packing and furnishing. I CBF doing anything ATM, except game, do essay and sleep. I also want a single bed for my room but mum wants it in her study so she can work and sleep at the same time WTF, I need a single bed for the space since my room's gonna be ten times smaller.
All sad things aside let's talk about something I look forward to more. I want glow-in-the-dark stars on my ceiling and I want a wall painted Orange/Purple/Black/Gray and then put my posters on that wall or install a pretty wall shelf. But I don't think my preferences are highly prioritised by the family insertsadfacehere.
Anyway, I'll blog about something else about 5mins later.
Firstly I did end up succumbing to the temptations of TF2 and not do my Modernist thing, guess I couldn't get away with it since my teacher scolded us for not living up to the 'senior standard' I told her I can't give it to her asap because I kind of have work till 12 (someone has to feed the family and the impossible mortgage costs ya' know) and she gave me an extra day. Plus my 'holidays' are loaded with homework and studying.
Secondly WHY THE HELL DO I HAVE SHIFTS AFTER THE TENTH?! Do they expect me to go work after an hour's drive and waste all that hard-earned money on petrol?! HELLO?! I RESIGNED!
Thirdly, change of address, for, like, everything. I thought once I do school forms then it's over but noooo got a billion membership cards to fill out x.x
Fourthly, we are gonna install new floorboards/do new paintjobs to the house. So I'll have to make do on a freaking mattress, lack of internet and a suitcase full of everyday essentials for a freaking week. Until the 17th at the best. 5 days before school starts. I blame it on the lawyer in charge and I hope he steps on a thumbtack next time he goes out.I think Lord wants me to use this time to study my brains out.
Additionally, of course there's transport issues. Waking up and getting out of the house 20 minutes earlier ain't too attractive of a deal, nor is the half an hour late getting home thing.
Finally, packing and furnishing. I CBF doing anything ATM, except game, do essay and sleep. I also want a single bed for my room but mum wants it in her study so she can work and sleep at the same time WTF, I need a single bed for the space since my room's gonna be ten times smaller.
All sad things aside let's talk about something I look forward to more. I want glow-in-the-dark stars on my ceiling and I want a wall painted Orange/Purple/Black/Gray and then put my posters on that wall or install a pretty wall shelf. But I don't think my preferences are highly prioritised by the family insertsadfacehere.
Anyway, I'll blog about something else about 5mins later.
Monday, April 2, 2012
Um...
Firstly, I spent my whole weekend doing my stupid Modernism essay but guess what? I wrote about two words altogether, yet still didn't get to play TF2, what's wrong with me honestly. At least I did get a nice start on my Change Creative Writing.
Moving got moved again, this time 12th and final. While I do appreciate such convenience I realised that I will no longer be able to catch that fateful afternoon train. I really wanted to tell whatshisface considering how he knows nothing about anything. But I realised after about 10 ignored skype messages that he doesn't give a shit about me, and will never do.
So after bidding my 'Goodbye Forever' talks casually I'm actually really depressed on the inside. TBH, I wanted to cry and hug everyone and like, leave. IDK. I hope I can live up to my promises of crashing Irene's every Friday and see my friends, that would be pretty cool. Oh wait, Irene lives on a different line FML. Maybe we could walk from Hurzy or something.
I'll do all that later. Cheesy farewells and shit. Plenty o time before that to just calm down and think.
Moving got moved again, this time 12th and final. While I do appreciate such convenience I realised that I will no longer be able to catch that fateful afternoon train. I really wanted to tell whatshisface considering how he knows nothing about anything. But I realised after about 10 ignored skype messages that he doesn't give a shit about me, and will never do.
So after bidding my 'Goodbye Forever' talks casually I'm actually really depressed on the inside. TBH, I wanted to cry and hug everyone and like, leave. IDK. I hope I can live up to my promises of crashing Irene's every Friday and see my friends, that would be pretty cool. Oh wait, Irene lives on a different line FML. Maybe we could walk from Hurzy or something.
I'll do all that later. Cheesy farewells and shit. Plenty o time before that to just calm down and think.
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