It has been a pretty hectic and especially emotionally toiling 2 weeks. My close friends had to join me on my emotional rollercoaster ride as I pour out my feels literally everyday to them. Somehow within the week we went from flirty chums to those gross PDA couples.
And to think all of this shizzle started on V-Day...
The Bar and I went for dinner, it was a spontaneous decision because I needed to go H&M to spend my voucher but before I know it I'm out on a dinner date with a guy that I've been texting daily since I got Kakao on Aussie Day. Maybe missing my bus to meet my BarrelStep had been fate after all, because after we parted ways I went on a super duper long D&M with my baes about my feelings and everything. I told them I'll tell them my answer when I know my answer because as someone with total of 10% emotional capacity all this mumbojumbo is really new to me.
So on that Sunday I told them how I felt and everything. And they were both like :3 And ironically he had to give a speech at church about why he makes a good husband to win movie tickets to 'see with a girl'. Funnily enough we made plans to watch Kingsmen (originally Boyhood but it stopped airing) the next day so everyone who knows kind of know where those tickets are going to.
And so on Monday we met up to watch the movie and the air between us was a little different. Depite having to walk alot since we watched it at Broadway it was an amazing movie hands down nevertheless hurhurhur. We also went to get N2 afterwards too, and I went home pondering if that counted as a date. It ended up stressing me out since I'm a noob when it comes to relationships and the next thing I know I became sick.
Was gonna see him again on Tuesday but as I said I was a sick poop. But on Wednesday I had to prep for O'Day and I somehow convinced him to come along. It was a little awkward was all I can say. That isn't until Thursday when we scheduled to build my mum's computer did this awkward topic get brought up. My parents were judging him in every single way possible but it wasn't too bad because my parents are chill people in general.
Things went srs on Friday, he got sussed out by the one and only Jes, and I got advice from like all my close friends regarding the matter. And I remember Jes nudging me on my side saying GO GRAB HIS HAND etc etc. Idk I guess it was awkward but when she left I was just like YOLO ILL DO IT WAT HAPPENS NOW. Nothing happened, we just went hand-in-hand to our respective CGs. So after that it was pretty much unofficial, and when we saw eachother on Saturday I took it upon myself to act coupley and we even bumped into people we know... The rest is history I guess because after that I'm no longer foreveralone.
So anyway, now that I have quenched all of your thirst for knowledge, I will write more weekly stuff when I bother along with makeup stuff as well.
