So today I finally took the initiative to find out who this controversial Timstar is, and needless to say I wish I hadn't because my eyes... THEY BURN! I also found out what LG stood for and what do you know I can name quite a few 'LGs' on the top of my head. What's going on with the 10- grades? PULL DEM SKIRTS DOWN AND TURN YO 'SWAG' OFF. I feel so old and prudent.
I also got to look back at my Facebook posts this year... again. I realised that 90% of its content is instafood, 2% friends and 8% stupid statuses/dp updates/cover photo. So, considering I barely use Facebook to post on walls and what not maybe it's a good indication for me to give it up... idk.
I know I'm always self-conscious but, there's this constant fear at the back of my head thinking that everyone thinks I'm stupid and annoying and are only nice to me because well they're nice people. I over-judge my past actions and think omg was I too weird? Was what I said retarded and stupid? Are my hobbies consisting of anime, Kpop, Youtube and video games really undermining my social life? Big questions. Is my constant ditz just a facade I am unaware of? Why do I act like that? I'd see myself as someone rational sitting in front of the computer screen looking back at how I socialise and twitching uncomfortably... URGH you know what I mean? Fak. So will I be remembered as the crazy stupid chick who played a tad bit too much video games which possibly ruined their results? Even bigger questions.
Got Steam back to patch and buy compendium, goddammit Burger now my compendium has your st00pid name on it. Not many people online, one game invite and 2 people asking what the heck I was doing back did I quit HSC or something. Oh dear.
