It has been a pretty hectic and especially emotionally toiling 2 weeks. My close friends had to join me on my emotional rollercoaster ride as I pour out my feels literally everyday to them. Somehow within the week we went from flirty chums to those gross PDA couples.
And to think all of this shizzle started on V-Day...
The Bar and I went for dinner, it was a spontaneous decision because I needed to go H&M to spend my voucher but before I know it I'm out on a dinner date with a guy that I've been texting daily since I got Kakao on Aussie Day. Maybe missing my bus to meet my BarrelStep had been fate after all, because after we parted ways I went on a super duper long D&M with my baes about my feelings and everything. I told them I'll tell them my answer when I know my answer because as someone with total of 10% emotional capacity all this mumbojumbo is really new to me.
So on that Sunday I told them how I felt and everything. And they were both like :3 And ironically he had to give a speech at church about why he makes a good husband to win movie tickets to 'see with a girl'. Funnily enough we made plans to watch Kingsmen (originally Boyhood but it stopped airing) the next day so everyone who knows kind of know where those tickets are going to.
And so on Monday we met up to watch the movie and the air between us was a little different. Depite having to walk alot since we watched it at Broadway it was an amazing movie hands down nevertheless hurhurhur. We also went to get N2 afterwards too, and I went home pondering if that counted as a date. It ended up stressing me out since I'm a noob when it comes to relationships and the next thing I know I became sick.
Was gonna see him again on Tuesday but as I said I was a sick poop. But on Wednesday I had to prep for O'Day and I somehow convinced him to come along. It was a little awkward was all I can say. That isn't until Thursday when we scheduled to build my mum's computer did this awkward topic get brought up. My parents were judging him in every single way possible but it wasn't too bad because my parents are chill people in general.
Things went srs on Friday, he got sussed out by the one and only Jes, and I got advice from like all my close friends regarding the matter. And I remember Jes nudging me on my side saying GO GRAB HIS HAND etc etc. Idk I guess it was awkward but when she left I was just like YOLO ILL DO IT WAT HAPPENS NOW. Nothing happened, we just went hand-in-hand to our respective CGs. So after that it was pretty much unofficial, and when we saw eachother on Saturday I took it upon myself to act coupley and we even bumped into people we know... The rest is history I guess because after that I'm no longer foreveralone.
So anyway, now that I have quenched all of your thirst for knowledge, I will write more weekly stuff when I bother along with makeup stuff as well.
Thursday, February 26, 2015
Saturday, February 21, 2015
B I R T H D A Y H Y P E
Very, very late birthday post! It's ok the Melbourne one will be later cuz I have an entire week to blog about O_O.
Preparation
So I actually did an amazing amount of planning for this. It took me forever to decide on and book a dinner venue, and Meriton was literally an impulse booking. But BBQ City and a 2 Bedroom Skyview apartment was perfect! I was so tightarse about everything like pre-purchasing mixers and how to run the day it actually got stressful. Everyone's like you need to calm down dude!
Karaoke/Lunch
About 10 people showed up for the lunch event (but 2 was in set-up team, they were joined by JTj), everyone except Step and me were too hungry to sing, I was hungry too but I must sing!!! I order a pasta but those tight control pants meant that I only ate like 2 bites... But guess what I WENT FOR FREE because for some reason they only charged us for 7 people... okay? Chokmasta and Sweetie had to go early so the rest of us just headed up to hotel early to check it out and chill. The view was freaking amazing! We went to pick up mixers because set-up team filled the fridge up with beer and cider.
Dinner
I met up with almost everyone before dinner to walk to the venue together. The fridge is pretty much filled to the brim with alcohol and mixers at this point. I'm so glad most people respected my request to BYO. Because of them control tights I ate like very little but I didn't have to pay for it so woop woop! We also went to Macca's after because expensive Korean food meant that some people weren't fully fed. We also had a lot of latecomers so we also had to wait for them to finish eating. I'm just a bit disappointed that people didn't mingle as much and neither did I because I was mostly sitting with my CG and biffles.
Hotel
I arrived at hotel to people shouting "SURPRISE!"And I saw a pig cake sitting on the table along with my many presents. More liquor went in the fridge. We were pretty much split into three groups- bedroom D&M ladies, balcony gossip people and card/drinking games group. Until I decided to make a spontaneous speech and cut the cake/open my presents. Which was a dock, makeup, steam stuff and a SALT LAMP. Trust u Wilso. But thank you for organising everything ^_^
SS had to leave early but Chairman stayed. The groups then split back into three with the balcony group now in the dining room. Our rubbish bin just keeps on piling up with bottles but that was ok. Highlights of the drinking games include the King's game where I was benched by Bar (pretty impressive) and Turtle/Step's hilarious re-enactment of Batman's parents' death.
After most people went home bedding arrangements were interesting. I expected people to be fine sleeping on the floor but everyone wants a bed so I managed to squish them on the chairs, the sofa, and our 4 beds which were put together anyway. I had a bad night's sleep because of the gap at my butt and my failing to fight the 2 Jesses for the blanket. We were WAY too lazy to switch off the aircon and ended up getting hit by full breeze BRRRR. There was also a mirror on the ceiling which is meant to be kinky I'm guessing but we just found it scary...
The aftermath
I managed to get up on time, clean up the hotel and go to internship fully awake with Step tagging along. A few days later I got my other presents (Deathadder Chroma, MJ lipstick, CM Arcana, Baymax) and even another cake thanks Wildlife <3
Overall, I didn't actually cry on my 19th birthday, WOOHOOO!
Preparation
So I actually did an amazing amount of planning for this. It took me forever to decide on and book a dinner venue, and Meriton was literally an impulse booking. But BBQ City and a 2 Bedroom Skyview apartment was perfect! I was so tightarse about everything like pre-purchasing mixers and how to run the day it actually got stressful. Everyone's like you need to calm down dude!
Karaoke/Lunch
About 10 people showed up for the lunch event (but 2 was in set-up team, they were joined by JTj), everyone except Step and me were too hungry to sing, I was hungry too but I must sing!!! I order a pasta but those tight control pants meant that I only ate like 2 bites... But guess what I WENT FOR FREE because for some reason they only charged us for 7 people... okay? Chokmasta and Sweetie had to go early so the rest of us just headed up to hotel early to check it out and chill. The view was freaking amazing! We went to pick up mixers because set-up team filled the fridge up with beer and cider.
Dinner
I met up with almost everyone before dinner to walk to the venue together. The fridge is pretty much filled to the brim with alcohol and mixers at this point. I'm so glad most people respected my request to BYO. Because of them control tights I ate like very little but I didn't have to pay for it so woop woop! We also went to Macca's after because expensive Korean food meant that some people weren't fully fed. We also had a lot of latecomers so we also had to wait for them to finish eating. I'm just a bit disappointed that people didn't mingle as much and neither did I because I was mostly sitting with my CG and biffles.
Hotel
I arrived at hotel to people shouting "SURPRISE!"And I saw a pig cake sitting on the table along with my many presents. More liquor went in the fridge. We were pretty much split into three groups- bedroom D&M ladies, balcony gossip people and card/drinking games group. Until I decided to make a spontaneous speech and cut the cake/open my presents. Which was a dock, makeup, steam stuff and a SALT LAMP. Trust u Wilso. But thank you for organising everything ^_^
SS had to leave early but Chairman stayed. The groups then split back into three with the balcony group now in the dining room. Our rubbish bin just keeps on piling up with bottles but that was ok. Highlights of the drinking games include the King's game where I was benched by Bar (pretty impressive) and Turtle/Step's hilarious re-enactment of Batman's parents' death.
After most people went home bedding arrangements were interesting. I expected people to be fine sleeping on the floor but everyone wants a bed so I managed to squish them on the chairs, the sofa, and our 4 beds which were put together anyway. I had a bad night's sleep because of the gap at my butt and my failing to fight the 2 Jesses for the blanket. We were WAY too lazy to switch off the aircon and ended up getting hit by full breeze BRRRR. There was also a mirror on the ceiling which is meant to be kinky I'm guessing but we just found it scary...
The aftermath
I managed to get up on time, clean up the hotel and go to internship fully awake with Step tagging along. A few days later I got my other presents (Deathadder Chroma, MJ lipstick, CM Arcana, Baymax) and even another cake thanks Wildlife <3
Overall, I didn't actually cry on my 19th birthday, WOOHOOO!
Sunday, February 15, 2015
I've got a big mouth
That is all.
What am I even trying.
I need to relax.
I also require adequate amounts of time to figure feels out.
Will write about Bday soon
What am I even trying.
I need to relax.
I also require adequate amounts of time to figure feels out.
Will write about Bday soon
Tuesday, February 3, 2015
A LIST FOR LARRY
- Razer Blackwidow Chroma
- iPhone/iPod Dock with good back support
- iTunes/Steam money
- ^ Anything from my Steam wishlist
- Headphone stand
- Kate Spade Cedar Street Maise in light blue
- High-end Lipsticks
- Eyeshadow Palettes
Thank you
So I've come to a realisation that there's this person in the world, whenever I'm around them, I can be at most ease.
I don't have to worry about how I look, how I talk or what I'm wearing, because I know that to them it would not have made a difference.
There are no limits to what we can do, because we both hold no ulterior motives.
Around them, I forget all the existing stress that I've piled on top of myself disappears and I only have to focus on them and having fun together.
Is this what being truly comfortable is?
Thank you, person! :)
I don't have to worry about how I look, how I talk or what I'm wearing, because I know that to them it would not have made a difference.
There are no limits to what we can do, because we both hold no ulterior motives.
Around them, I forget all the existing stress that I've piled on top of myself disappears and I only have to focus on them and having fun together.
Is this what being truly comfortable is?
Thank you, person! :)
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