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不想去了， 付了钱也不去了。这种场合跟本就不是和我。什么裙子，高跟鞋，化妆，做头发，什么玩意儿。呆在家里吃了睡睡了吃比这种破东西要强一百倍。现在头发没做妆没画，根本就没准备好。高跟鞋疼死脚，小破包啥都装不下。妈妈心狠到希特勒程度。什么社交，我宁愿赢一局Dota。

Dota 2 (exam reflection)

  Is possibly ruining my life. Both academically and socially. I hope I get over it in the duration of the holidays. My exam period had been when I was the most procrastinate-y which really bothers me.

English Ext I'm actually not too unprepared because I knew what I was writing down. Sadly I didn't study at all the weekend prior for anything else

Economics Screwed it bad, had no idea what I was writing most of the time. Gonna get 40% for my extended responses. Test had been based on the only chapter I didn't study, eff me.

English Adv Thanks to Dpz I am well-underway when I went into the exam. Asparagus sat next to me on the bus to school but I didn't notice since I was too busy memorising my essays xD

Modern History Again, didn't study on the weekend plus Friday. Started studying at 12am on Sunday and somehow learnt everything Russia-related from that time till 2. On bus to school read through Bismark (sacrificed sleep) and somehow understood it.

Chinese I'm really sad about this one. Forgot an important technique name! And there was a question we had to answer in ENGLISH but I was a clumsy smartass and wrote in CHINESE. Teacher said I won't get zero but definitely not full marks. Mopey all day about it.

Ancient History I took the arvo/night off today, hopefully tomorrow I will be eager to learn about Boudicca, Greek Drama and Pelopenisian something.

WHY CAN'T I JUST STUDY GOSHDAMMIT

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I guess Eng EXT was the only thing I'm NOT screwed for.

I literally have NO MOTIVATION to study whatsoever.

Did I mention I didn't even do a practise essay for Othello and a half done essay for Emma?

I'm not even doing stuff like this on purpose or trying to be a cool-kid. I literally can't sit in front of a textbook for five minutes without getting distracted.

Can I just forfeit then?

Phailceik

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So I didn't end up doing my Utopia Essay like I told myself to ;-; Looks like I have to start bringing laptop to class T____T Stoopid Dota! And TF2 too! It took me five minutes to get used to the controls and the FPS lag, then I owned :D My skills were not lost :'D Plus playing alil CSS helped alot with my aim!

I finished buying B 4 L, now that's a heapload off my brain.

But mainly, studying, get on to it you baka!

Moar Reflections

  Firstly, I did manage to finish Dystopia this afternoon, and turnitin didn't end up letting me, thank you God ;u; I really should be doing more essays but meh, Dota. Next week hopefully I won't procrastinate as much.

  Tomorrow is the last day we're gonna do sport, ever. Can you believe it? Also today is Father's day and I had to improvise the gift since I forgot. I ended up making a string of cranes with cartoon versions of dad and I on them ;u;

  I've realised, what happened before camp... I think it's entirely my fault. Looking back at some old Facebook posts and emails I realised hey, Selena, you were such a bitch to everyone lulz. So there, there's no point in asking me to forgive unless it's myself. I don't hate anyone right now and do not hold grudges against anyone either. They should all be blaming me :D

[puzzle solving time audience]

1. You are so quick to forgive and forget I envy your awesome capabilities. Without you I'd still be depressed as hell right now, all the time.

2. You always puzzle me, but are lovable nonetheless. Class feels different without you around because I've grown so used to having you around.

3. You've always been cherished (<3) by me from the beginning, You always make me LOL and yeah, saranghae ;u;

4. You are so nice! WTF! Why do you exist D:< Bladder.

5. You're so perverted it makes me wuv you, end of comment. You're a cheapass asian.

6. Are you still angry with me? You scare me sometimes. I've decided to not to interact with you for the rest of this year because you have all those other friends who treat you better than me. I'm sorry.

7. I look up to you.

 [end of puzzle solving time]